angel cards

Shanti

"I am the Angel of Peace. I bring you new tranquility, and a smoother road ahead."

"You have been through turmoil, and your soul is tired. Your mind craves peace and quiet, and I am here to help you with that desire. I will give you new opportunities to spend time alone, where you can relax your mind and heart. I will bring tranquility to your soul so that you can mirror the peace of mind that is your true Divine nature."

"Like the angels, you are able to hover within the eye of any hurricanes that may swirl around you right now. Through breath and intention, you can stay centered no matter what's happening in your life. This inner foundation of peace has a powerful healing effect. Your outer life soon reflects your inner peacefulness. Smooth roads are ahead for you, and the worst is behind you now. A peaceful outcome to this situation is assured."

Indriel

"You are a lightworker. God needs you to shine your Divine light and love-like an angel-upon the earth and all of its inhabitants."

"Yes, you are a lightworker. As such, you have always had a burning desire to make the world a better place. It is a deep calling that is beyond time and space. You are often called into service during ordinary circumstances, such as when you're shopping for groceries and someone needs your help. Right now, your life's mission is expanding so that you can reach even more people. This will require you to make some life changes that you will learn about through your inner guidance."

"You are deeply sensitive to others' emotions, and it is important for you to clear yourself regularly-especially after helping someone. You can call upon Archangel Michael, your other guardian angels, and me to clear you of toxins or cords that may have resulted from your helpful efforts. You are an Earth angel, and we are happy to assist you in all ways. Just ask!"

Fiona

"Now that you've asked the angels for help, be open to receiving Divine guidance and assistance. You deserve Heaven's help!"

"I'm so happy that you asked for help from God and the angels. I am here to ask you to be open to our help. Sometimes I watch you struggle with situations that could easily be resolved if you would let me help you. I wait for you to give me any signal-a prayer or a thought of Help!-so that I can become involved in the solution."

"Now you have asked for my help, and I am very glad to assist you. I only ask that you allow me to help you. Because, you see, at other times, you have blocked me from doing so. You believed that you didn't deserve my help, or that making necessary life changes was too threatening. Remember that I am here to help you ease your mind. I need you to trust my guidance."

"Notice the strong and repetitious impressions that come to you through your thoughts, feelings, and visions. They are real messages from God-through me, to you. We won't let you fail in any way. You are fully supported by Heaven as you follow your Divine guidance."

... Ren gave me this page to read while we were chatting today. quite true.

Wheel of Fortune

You are The Wheel of Fortune

Good fortune and happiness but sometimes a species of
intoxication with success

The Wheel of Fortune is all about big things, luck, change, fortune. Almost always good fortune. You are lucky in all things that you do and happy with the things that come to you. Be careful that success does not go to your head however. Sometimes luck can change.

What Tarot Card are You?
Take the Test to Find Out.

... how truly apt. my life has been a series of near misses, photofinishes, unfortunate events and sheer luck. sometimes i make it, sometimes i don't.

but so far, the ride has been awesome!

here in your arms

my official new years song...

Here in your arms by Hellogoodbye

I like,
Where we are,
When we drive,
In your car.
I like,
Where we are,
Here.

Cause our lips,
Can touch.
And our cheeks,
Can brush.
Our lips can touch,
Here.

Where you are the one, the one,
That lies close to me.
Whispers, "Hello,
I miss you quite terribly."
I fell in love, in love,
With you suddenly.
Now there's no place else,
I could be, but,
Here in your arms.

I like,
Where you sleep,
When you sleep,
Next to me.
I like,
Where you sleep,
Here.

Our lips,
Can touch.
And our cheeks,
Can brush.
Cause our lips can touch,
Here.

Where you are the one, the one,
That lies close to me.
Whispers, "Hello,
I miss you quite terribly."
I fell in love, in love,
With you suddenly.
Now there's no place else,
I could be, but,
Here in your arms.

Our lips can touch.
Our lips can touch,
Here.

You are the one, the one,
That lies close to me.
Whispers, "Hello,
I miss you quite terribly."
I fell in love, in love,
With you suddenly.
Now there's no place else,
I could be, but,
Here in your...

You are the one, the one,
That lies close to me.
Whispers, "Hello,
I miss you quite, miss you quite..."
I fell in love, in love,
With you suddenly.
Now theres no place else,
I could be, but,
Here in your arms.

Here, here, here, here in your arms.
Oh, here in your... arms.

the sun's peeking out.

the reality of him not being around kinda just hit me this morning when i woke up. i usually think of him first thing in the morning and send him a good morning message before i get out of bed. i was getting ready to do that but then i remembered that he'd probably still be in the plane and wouldn't get my message anyway.

feeling a little pouty, i made myself a hot cup of chocolate and told my sister to "adopt" me while my honey was gone. she cheered me up with shopping plans on sunday and maybe a movie or two.

lunchtime rolled in and my cellphone beeped. he messaged me to tell me that he arrived safe and sound and was going to have dinner and that the flight went well and thank God he brought his fancy noise cancelling earphones because there was a baby crying on board the whole way and that that he just discovered he had cool songs in his ipod.

i'm okay now. i'm happy. a bit of a lovesick puppydog but nothing a quick cup of coffee or a good movie won't fix.

post holiday

i've been meaning to write some sort of ode to the new year for some time now but i think that moment of profoundity has passed me by. all i can think of right now are the words of Modest Mouse... "the good times are killing me." christmas through new year was one party turned sleepless night after the next. no sleep plus lechon, alcohol and other party favors ingested in large quantities can leave you with an angry tummy and a brain that wants to crawl out of your skull.

post holiday. i'm nursing a virus of sorts that has to be killed with antibiotics that make me want to pee every 20 minutes and go to sleep the whole day. in the words of my evil twin "happiness has a hangover my friends." what goes up must come down. ah but well.. it's well worth it. haha.

seperation anxiety

airplanes take him away again. nothing new to me. ever since we've gotten together, he's had to fly in and out of cities and timezones but never for more than a couple of days. this time it's going to be for almost 3 weeks. our first longest time apart after 2 years of seeing each other everyday.

we took it in stride as the day (today) got closer and closer. held hands more. argued less. yesterday, he gave up poker, coffee with his friends and jetskiing to sit on the couch all day. he also stayed up to watch The Pursuit of Happyness with me even if he had to pack. today, i played hooky and showed up at his house for breakfast and just to be with him to the very last minute. i'm thankful it's raining today. the rain is strangely comforting to me. i hope it rains everyday till he gets back.

but inevitably that time came when we found ourselves at the airport. me in the drivers seat and him gathering his things together to leave. somehow that one last parting kiss seems a little more poignant than it should be and i wait till he disappears into the crowd.

it's okay. in 2 weekends, i'll have my partner in crime back and things will be sunny again.