Oh no, I see
A spider's web is tangled up with me
And I lost my head
And thought of all the stupid things I've said
Oh no, what's this?
A spider's web and I'm caught in the middle
So I turn to run
And thought of all the stupid things I've done
And oh, I never meant to cause you trouble
Oh, I never meant to do you wrong
And oh, well if I ever caused you trouble
Oh, no I never meant to do you harm
Oh no, I see
The spider's web and it's me in the middle
So I twist and turn
But here am I in my little bubble
Singing and oh,
I never meant to cause you trouble
And oh, I never meant to do you wrong
Oh, well if I ever caused you trouble
Oh, no I never meant to do you harm
They spun a web for me
Sunday, October 23, 2005
Saturday, October 22, 2005
fast as you can
pickup #1
mid-40 semi balding guy with a marriage band on stops me. "hi"
"hi?" (oh shit.. which tito is this? i think he knows my dad.)
"i'm really glad you bought those shoes, they look good on your feet. hey, you look familiar. where do you work again?"
"uh, i'm a preschool teacher" (uh-oh.. i don't think i know him. prepare to exit.)
"really? can i have your number so you can teach my kids?"
WTF!!!
pickup #2 --> total disaster. don't you just hate it when friends try to get into your pants? even worse when they're friends of your boyfriend. enough said. awful awful awful.
anyway, settled it all and that's one more on cebu's collection of telenovela stories.
in the meantime (while pickup #2 happened) my man is off somewhere in singapore. UNREACHABLE for several hours. i'm pissed. i could have gotten revenge but i didn't. i could have blamed it on alcohol but i didn't. i could have blamed it on him but i didn't. phooey. men!!
mid-40 semi balding guy with a marriage band on stops me. "hi"
"hi?" (oh shit.. which tito is this? i think he knows my dad.)
"i'm really glad you bought those shoes, they look good on your feet. hey, you look familiar. where do you work again?"
"uh, i'm a preschool teacher" (uh-oh.. i don't think i know him. prepare to exit.)
"really? can i have your number so you can teach my kids?"
WTF!!!
pickup #2 --> total disaster. don't you just hate it when friends try to get into your pants? even worse when they're friends of your boyfriend. enough said. awful awful awful.
anyway, settled it all and that's one more on cebu's collection of telenovela stories.
in the meantime (while pickup #2 happened) my man is off somewhere in singapore. UNREACHABLE for several hours. i'm pissed. i could have gotten revenge but i didn't. i could have blamed it on alcohol but i didn't. i could have blamed it on him but i didn't. phooey. men!!
Wednesday, October 12, 2005
random stuff sitting in my draft box:
finally!!! first sem is over and my saturdays will be free for about a month. and in about a month, i'll be turning 24. i don't know, i'm always excited about my birthday but i don't feel like i'm getting any older. i think i kinda got stuck at around 18 and every birthday after that is just that really cool day where everyone treats you really nice and gives you presents.
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In a conversation I had this week, a friend of mine asked me how my relationship was going. I said the usual… Fine. But lately I’ve been feeling kinda’ uneasy about it all. I think it’s just now that I’ve come to the point of no return. That time when you know that this is exactly what you want and know that it’s what you can’t live without. I know in my heart that this is what I’ll be comparing any other relationship that comes after this one to. I think I’ve found the love of my life. I think I’ve been holding back a little for the past year though things have been great between us. Suddenly, I just feel the whole safety net come lose and everything’s rushing in. However badly I fell apart when I lost the last one will be a smudge on a skyscraper compared to if I lose this one. It’s scary and exhilarating.
Funny how it took me a year for all these feelings to surface.
Stan’s asked me three times this week if I wanted to watch the Miss Earth SWIMSUIT competition today. Sweet of him to include me in his girl ogling. But no thanks really.. I just told him that it was up to him if he really wanted to go and I didn’t really have a preference. But I was kinda leaning towards the NO. I’d rather be doing something productive rather than sit there contemplating bulimia watching skinny girls in skinny bathing suits flaunt their wares.
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In a conversation I had this week, a friend of mine asked me how my relationship was going. I said the usual… Fine. But lately I’ve been feeling kinda’ uneasy about it all. I think it’s just now that I’ve come to the point of no return. That time when you know that this is exactly what you want and know that it’s what you can’t live without. I know in my heart that this is what I’ll be comparing any other relationship that comes after this one to. I think I’ve found the love of my life. I think I’ve been holding back a little for the past year though things have been great between us. Suddenly, I just feel the whole safety net come lose and everything’s rushing in. However badly I fell apart when I lost the last one will be a smudge on a skyscraper compared to if I lose this one. It’s scary and exhilarating.
Funny how it took me a year for all these feelings to surface.
Stan’s asked me three times this week if I wanted to watch the Miss Earth SWIMSUIT competition today. Sweet of him to include me in his girl ogling. But no thanks really.. I just told him that it was up to him if he really wanted to go and I didn’t really have a preference. But I was kinda leaning towards the NO. I’d rather be doing something productive rather than sit there contemplating bulimia watching skinny girls in skinny bathing suits flaunt their wares.
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