you first.

today:

went diving in hiluntungan with hannah and stan. BEAUTIFUL. not to mention, one dive takes up about 1,000 cals. and i did two dives. i should do this more often.


on other news:

i've embarked on a little experiment. i've stopped saying "i love you" to him. i've kinda noticed that it's more or less, if not always, me who says "i love you" first in this relationship. not that i really mind... okay fine, since i'm a girl i'm entitled to mind. haha. but just a teeny tiny bit. but i'd really like to be on the "i love you too." end of it. i know he loves me but i guess it's different when he says it first without my prompt. in my past relationship i've also been the one who gave more and that really didn't get me anywhere. i had a talk with my bestfriend once and she told me that i really had to learn to wait and receive. so here i am.. two days and counting and he hasn't said it first. hehe. i wonder what the total tally of days will be. hmmmm...

now if i can only RESIST saying it.