Friday, May 18, 2007

the acid test

the weekend's finally here and while i'm happy to get away from my cleaning and arranging my classroom, a certain amount of panic is starting to set in. i'm beginning to miss him and it's usually more on the weekends since that's when we're usually together from sun up to sun down.

i have to learn to entertain myself. i've come to realize that if i'm ever going to end up with stan, i have to be able to survive without him since he'll always be travelling. and it might be slightly worse if we're married since i'll be in our house all by myself with no sisters to harrass and wheedle into doing activities with me.

note to self: must look at previous post to remind myself of actvities planned out for my alone alone weekend.

anyway, i think i'll be okay. my happy thought: by this time next week, he'll be back.

i just have to get through this weekend without a neurotic meltdown.

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