the ony constant thing is change

here we go again.. the newest thing to shuffle up my routine.

i officially hate poker. i hate it. i hate that it happens 4 frikkin times a week.

well, sometimes it isn't that bad and i have fun with shuffling the cards for them with an automated shuffler. yes. it's gotten that bad that they need a automatic shuffler.

i hope this poker phase ends soon, or HE lowers it to around 2 times a week.

i'm missing the quietness of cuddling on the couch and watching tv. most of all i miss the talking. i think that just stops once you've gone past your 6th month mark. we talk once in a while but i miss the high of having found out something for the first time or those long talks that last for hours and hours.

i try and try and try to keep up with change and it always seems to be one step ahead of me.