Thursday, August 25, 2005

why does it always rain on me?

aiyahh!! of all the weeks in the entire year to have my car sent to the shop, i just had to pick the one when it rains and rains and rains. the boyfriend isn't of much help since he's too busy and too far away to drive me around and stuff so i've had to fend for myself. i think if i were my former self, i would have gone into fits and tantrums over the "neglect". but i guess i've kinda taken pride in being able to take care of myself. also, he's going to Paris sometime September just to use up his airline miles. hmph! Paris would have been wonderful except i have my obligation to my little students and in no way can i afford the trip. i guess i'll just have to contend with pictures and pasalubong when he gets back.

we've been pretty okay though. except we don't really text or talk as much during the daytime. ESPECIALLY when he travels. i almost never hear from him until he gets back. he's usually on business trips and those trips are filled to the brim with money making venture meetings. and just a year ago, my cellphone would be ringing incessantly when he'd be away for more than a day. i guess that's just the way it is. if i were my former self, i'd probably be "resucitating" our romance to death.

i don't know, i just feel it's important to document these "milestone" changes. and i think what they say is true about how love is sweeter the second time around. it doesn't have to be with the same person.

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