i have 2 weeks and a half more weeks of vacation and i've been on vacation for a month already. i think i'm starting to go out of my mind. today i went online and a good friend of mine messaged me and asked me what i was doing. i said nothing and mentioned that i needed to get out of the house coz i'm going to start climbing walls if i don't. (i was contemplating blowing my life savings on an all out shopping spree) he asked if i wanted to have lunch today and just tag along doing errands. fine. i decided to save my money and just go do that.
sort of a mistake. it slipped my mind that once upon a time he actually professed the "can we be more than friends" spiel which ended up in smoke. i had just broken up with my ex back then and we were hanging out alot mainly for my sanity (and perhaps in an attempt to make someone suffer) and in one of our drunken stupors he popped the question. too awkward since he's practically a brother to me. we grew up together and our dads are bestfriends.
anyway, back to the future. we hung out today. i went to his office and we had lunch at his house and i tagged along while he did his errands. somewhere in traffic and him remembering that he forgot his drivers licence, he leaned over and kissed me on the cheek. needless to say, i froze and suddenly wished i was back home counting the ants walk across my wall.
the afternoon was pretty awkward from that point on although i made it through without any major drama. i thought about the movie When Harry met Sally and i think it's true that guys and girs can never be just friends.
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